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Friday, November 6, 2009
2009, HELLO! JE SUIS TRES HEREUX! WHOOOO. Hmm i've got a long week ahead of meeee, then i'll have nothing to do! Ahahaha boohoo i'll be bored to TEARS. Let's see there's sausagefest, then there's 2012, then there's the APEC performance thing and all the other practices, oh so hectic! Oh and there might be a performance at ION! Hahahaha then i've still got to organise a house tour. AHAHHAHA. Let's see here's a list of things i wanna plan. Hopefully i can, it's awfully hard to organise stuff. 1. A fatass house tour. 2. Another 2am outing. 3. A PRE XMAS PARTY/ CAROLING HAHA. 4. I wanna raid Ikea! Ahahaha hopefully la if anybody's willing to go with me. Ahahaha i've got nothing better to do, srsly. 5. Oh yeah is anybody planning a choir sleepover? But really, IKEA'S AWESOME. I mean the food is pretty delish, and omg ikea is sooo fun you've got the showrooms which they change once every dunno how long! Like omg Tom and Summer in (500) omg so faaaarrnnn!! Hmm, i'm just trying to keep myself occupied during the hols i remember when i was bored sick like 2 years ago like seriously i was nauseating everyday and waking up with a throbbing headache cuz i was SO EFFIN BORED. Heehee. Okay list of things i ttly wanna accomplish: 1. Read! 2. Get a headstart on studies! (I'll try to.) 3. Um, post something on youtube. I think i shall post a video of ants dying bcuz i'm stupid and i've got no life. 4. Mess with garageband. 5. Write a song. 6. Write a book. 7. OMG, I NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT HOW COULD I FORGET! 8. Eat. Ahhh I CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO EUROPE! WHEEE. I hope mummy doesn't cancel it though it's so dumb. I'm not even fighting with that bitch i just can't be bothered. She's the one with the problem, not me. I MEAN HELLO, EVERYTHING'S NOT MY FAULT. I'm not the one with the freaking untreated mental medical condition. I'm not in a cold war with her, i'm not even ignoring her. She's the one showing me black faces and giving me attitude. I'm not even provoking her. Wow, mental much? I just have nothing to say to her. If she talks to me i'm not gonna ignore her. But i know she won't, because the only time she'll talk to me is when she wants to make some mental 9 year old with a medical condition statement. So urgh bottomline is: we're not in a fucking cold war, i'm just minding my own business, she's got attitude problems. So whatever this would be an absolutely dumb reason to cancel the trip, i didn't even do anything wrong. You might be thinking i'm saying all this cuz i'm trying to push the blame off me, but i'm not. I'm just keeping to my own space. I mean like, why would i want to talk to someone if all i'm gonna get is a verbal bashing right? I don't need that. How annoying. I can't believe i'm being dragged into all this bullshit wtfuck. Urgh talking about this pisses me off soooo effin much. I can't believe nobody's gonna do anything to help her, I actually feel sorry for her yknow? When she grows up it's gonna be even worse for her. Poor girl, it's not her fault she's so socially challenged anyway. So why doesn't anyone wanna help her? Whatever this is none of my business. I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS Y'ALLL!!! Sunday, October 25, 2009
Freedom's there, not there. Political correctness. Hm, i guess most of the adults would encourage us not to conform and to not be to overly politically correct huh. But well, there's always a little bit of contradiction here and there, it can't be helped i guess. Everybody's got opinions, and you can't expect them, even those who've gone way past puberty to chuck them aside and stick to what's right. Or maybe just, ah. It's confusing, but reality sucks, the world is a dishonest place. Keep your thoughts to yourself darling, it's the only place you can rely on. Which is why everything that buzzes into my head does not go onto this page. It's simple. But it's so complicated. Shall we say that line again? Political correctness. It might be frowned upon, but sadly it still makes the world go round. Dammit i hate adults. Wednesday, October 14, 2009
OH YEAH ONE MORE THING. I'M GOING TO EUROPE I CAN'T BELIEVE I'D NEVER IMAGINE ME GOING TO ANYWHERE LIKE THAT PART OF EUROPE IT'S LIKE A DREAM COME TRUEEE! I'M GOING TO.... GERMANY BELGIUM HOLLAND FRANCE AND FRIGGIN SWITZERLAND! AHHH MEADOWS AHHH PARIS HERE I COMEEE! WHEE I CAN'T BELIEVE MY LUCK AHAHA I'M THE HAPPIEST DOUCHE EVERRR YAAY!! MOMMY I LOVE YOU! Tuesday, October 13, 2009
They made a statue of us, I'M ABSOLUTELY IN LOVE WITH (500) DAYS OF SUMMER!!!!  Omg they're like totally cute together!! Gaaaah i loove Zooey Deschanel/Summer Finn! She's sooo cute i love her clothes + hair + apartment + everything!! I love how she's such a bitch when it comes to love! I love how she's like completely in her own world! I love how she looks almost exactly like Katy Perry! Omg gaaaah it's no faaaair i wanna be Summer Finn she's so friggin lucky and awesome!! And omg that Tom Handsome is really not handsome. He's just really sweet a cute! Omg wth you can't find a hopeless romantic like him in Singapore! But ah i love the show, it's so different from all the other movies, where they just lie to you about shit that doesnt exist like fate and destiny and "meant to be". Aggghghghg the movie's awesome i absolutely loved it and now i'm friggin addicted to the soundtrack!!! I LOVE REGINA SPEKTOR! Her music's like omg from another planet! She must be from like friggin Jupiter or something! AHHHHH I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT THE SHOW GAAH I WISH I WERE SUMMER FINN SHE'S SO LUCKY AND AWESOME. STUPID FICTION GRRR.  OMG LIKE AHH COULD THEY BE ANY CUTER!! Okay whatever, reality sucks, life doesn't. I frickin love this! This freedom, oh the liberation. I'm not used to it, but it feels great! It's like i could be anything anywhere. I feel like a different person, no longer confined to the walls of my books. (Okay books don't have walls haha.) I could just sit on my window and dream and sleep and do anything and whatever! AHH LIFE IS GREAT I LOVE LIFE! Okay, so like, i just came up with a new theory. Reality sucks, but life doesn't. Life is how you perceive it to be. Just like how freedom is just a state of mind. You could be on top of the world and everything could be perfect to you even while the reality is just based on complete suck. So the trick to it is living life as how you see it to be (and it better be damn good) instead of living on the realities of life. So bottom line is, it's all in the mind! WOW I'VE NEVER FELT SO FREE AND INDEPENDENT BEFORE! I'm stupid, and crap i'm very much in love with you, but none of that matters (including you) cuz i'm frigging ontopuvtheworldd!!!! Yaaay i love everybody and i love the world and i love the planet and everything! Byeeee! Monday, September 28, 2009
Not my type. I am going to die under all this fricking pressure ): Like those kids in szechuan during that terrible earthquake. Like when they got crushed by that asshole building. Guh that's what it feels like. Argh and the horrible thing is i'm getting for fricking distracted!! AHHH WHAT HELLO LESS THEN A FRIGGIN WEEK TO EOYS I'VE NO TIME TO THINK ABOUT SHIT. AHH D': Ahhh why does everything hot in the world have to be so out of reach and impossible to get. The only thing closest to hotttt is itself. Literally, which is so not fun. MAAAHHHHHGAAARN. Stupid ugly tattoo ): I should be studying now but i can't. I've got a mental block. You. Urghghghg you're so fat you're taking up so much space in my head i can't think. GO AWAY GO AWAY SHOOO. Urgh why do i always have to end up in this pathetic state. Poor me poor me poor me pat pat pat. You know that feeling? Like you really really really want something, but there's either this huge boundary with an electric fence that says "don't touch or BOOMz you go" or it's just really too far. Either ways, it's gonna be out of reach. WHATEVER. I DON'T CARE BLAH BLAH BLAH I'M NOT THINKING ANYMORE. Oooh! I think i'll blog in a lot of Singlish from now on! Cuz like, you can't call yourself a Singaporean until you speak like one, right? I mean hello, Singapore's like a country with hardly any identity okay the only thing we have left is our lingo. Rightttt? YUP! So i'm gonna start like.. Nowsie! Er. Ok lah, i dunno wad to seh oready lor. I write der on top one oready hor, den i dunno wad to write sia. Wahlao eh, you wan me write sumting here muz oso give me sumting to write, write? Wahlaozeh, nowzadays young pplz sia. Kanna sai lah, worr. Ok lah, i tok abt my deh todeh at der kopi sop. I hor, went to hah, order sia. You noe wad i say 2 der antee anot? Ok i tell you har, i say "ANTEE! YOU HALLEE UP AH, FASTER KOME AND GIF MEE A MEE PORK THA MY HIAM NOWZEDAYZ SIAH! TEH O! TEH SEE BENG! KOPI!" K larh i berry sleepy oready i go sleep nowzedayz. I settle dis wif u outside ahnudder deh. Bye siah. Friday, September 11, 2009
"The door was always open." Hmm. It's not very often i do this. Okay, i've never done this at all but well here goes. I've recently grown to be particularly fond of Indians. No sarcasm intended. I've actually developed a new found respect for the people. Not so much for their country, for which its situation most of us have become fairly familiar with, kudos to the massive amount of publicity it's been receiving from the media and a couple of short 2 minute discussions during our history classes. No, i've actually come to admire their culture and way of life. And i mean ADMIRE. Okay, this is going to sound waaaay cheesey and post racial harmony day-ish, but really, there's so much to appreciate and learn from. Sooo let's get straight to the point! It all starts with a book. Yes, and the most brilliant and explosive one i've ever met. Yeah i've been asking myself too, "What's the deal you wannabe bookworm, blogging about a book. What are you, 90?" But heck, it's my page and imma trash it however i wanna. BCUZ THIS BOOK IS ELECTRIFYING BEFORE THE LIGHTNING CAME.  Seriously, everybody HAS to read this! I think it's by far the best buy for me when it comes to books. It has that really dark and vulgar NC 16 side, but its by far the most honest, thought provoking shit i've ever come across on the planet. Okay, i was strongly reminded of Slumdog Millionaire, i've encountered both the novel and the movie, but i wasn't as overwhelmed by it as i am with White Tiger.And it totally does NOT catch Zs. I mean, it's like a thriller/comedy/murder movie in a book. It really makes you feel lucky you have a roof over your head and an education. Now, i really don't wanna sound like a smartass celebrity who does nothing but babble on idol gives back, and i don't wanna sound like a humanitarian from UNICEF either, but really, magic books with words like these make you realise that out there, there really are kids who live under bridges with no identity at all, kids who live a life as good as death and men who get knocked down and killed, when in the first place no one knew they ever lived. And yeah. The really annoying thing is that this paper box with words on it brings you in on the poisonous corruption the country been infected with. So yeah, bountiful amounts of respect goes out to the people, who i cannot imagine living like for five minutes. So yeap. It's nothing short of amazing how these people survive in such a tough country by themselves. Like yknow what i'm saying. These kids being so independent and all. Like whoasah. Well i guess i'm left with one word for the book: PUREFRICKINGENIUS. Friday, August 28, 2009
Arms spread wide open. HAHA. Omg okay, i just realised my blog posts make me sound like some bitch who's totally not content and pissed off with her life. Alrighty well i'm not! I guess it's this thing i do, like i only blog whenever i'm pissed. But most of the time like. Well. Flying is like a reality. Like this high has never felt so surreal before. When you say open air, i say skies and grassy meadows. But what i really mean is, i'm flying. I can fly. If you just believe you can and you are, you will. Therefore. I am flying. I could be anything. Seriously. Like right now, i am at a concert. And no i'm not in the crowd moshing. I'm totally tearing the stage apart, everybody's going insane. And i don't care if the bassist is screwing up cuz i'm having a damn good time. I'm gonna switch to kitchen in two seconds. Everything means less. Which is totally great. Everything's lighter. It's like the difference between a fudge brownie ice cream and a sherbet. It's like a sheep saying hi and smiling at a fleece jacket. It's like taking things the right way - Up. I told you i could fly. |
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